weather changing - hormonal headaches PItA...

Ok, I've grown weary
weary of my monthly headaches
sinusy-weather changing - funny how they happen around
"that time of the month" headaches...
Sometimes ibprophen works
Sometimes tylenol (generic) works
Sometimes Excederine (again-generic) works
Sometimes heat, sometimes cold
never quite the same combination
any two headache bouts in a row
Even neti potted my schnoz
trying to free the back-up
congestion
Didn't really help
Besides backing up into my throat and
making me gag...
But now, this darn headache seems to be fading
slowly but surely
I am hoping it stays away...

I am rambling...

Did you know there is a "Money Crisis"
that the "Economy is on a downturn"
bla bla bla - yeah, I get it - it sucks - but it will get better.

The news seriously finds something to latch onto
and stew about, and spread depressing stories
and keep us all down, anxiety-ridden, begging
our government to help us...

I believe everything happens for a reason
I've been downsized b4, when there was no
economic reason to do so - and I survived,
and I was thankful, it was like the universe hit
a restart button for me - life is better.

Upside - loving life, ultimately I do
I wish I could be suzy sunshine every day
it would probably be less stressful
but I'm realistic, and I get pissy and
can be a cranky beeyotch, a smart ass...
I recognize, I'm human, and it's ok
to turn the tv, and shush people when
they want to talk about everything
that is negative in this world, and
instead, focus on something, anything
that is good...

This blog post is all over the board,
I know, but I'm a wee tired, looped up
on popping pain killers all day, listening
to yet another sub-par epi of SNL
and randomly writing about this that and
the other thing. When I look over at both
my cats, snuggled up tight on themselves,
each on their favorite chairs, delightfully
asleep - blissfully dreaming, I
smile myself, and think... it might be
time to crawl into bed myself,
set my clock an hour ahead
and listen to "Trust Your Vibes" via
my iPod, and drift off to sleep...

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