do you ever find yourself...

tied up in knots
all angsty dripping in anxiety
and suddenly
POOF
clarity sets in
and all is good
everything releases
reality sets in,
life...is...good

biggest loser product placement

...ok... I'll admit... I'm slightly addicted to the biggest loser... it ALMOST makes me get off my chubby butt and want to exercise... maybe even put down the snacky treats... but... and yes... there is a but (as compared to the aforementioned chubby butt)...

First off - why the hell is this show two hours every g'damn week? They s t r e t c h it out. They replay scenes that happened b4 the commercial breaks, after the commerical breaks - like I'm going to forget what happened two point two minutes ago... and every g'damn week there is some lame arse product placement. tonight's installment? "blue team bob" the trainer telling his kiddies how wonderful chewing sugar free gum is and how it can curb your sweet tooth for a mere bla bla amount of calories (i tend to tune this krap out). so blatent. so obvious. so ridiculous. So cheesy biggest loser - so cheesy...

it's that time of the year...

i do not have a sinus headache
i do not have a sinus headache
i...do...not...have...a...sinus...headache
lord have mercy the pressure in my head...
i do not have a sinus headache...
what can i take for this pain?
i do not have a sinus headache
thump thump thump thump
grrrr

chocolate jimmies look like mouse poo

I just cleaned up chocolate jimmies from my cubi-desk.  I had a flashback to the old job - when one day I looked down and thought "those look like chocolate jimmies - what in gods name did I eat with jimmies" and fortunately realized - that - alas, they were not jimmies - they were mouse droppings... today I looked at the jimmies that fell off the doughnut (what doughnut - I didn't eat no doughnut) and thought about that ol' friend of mine who frequented my old desk and dropped mousey jimmies all over the place...  Memories...

I feel like quoting...

I'm in the mood for quoting: 

SATC:

"The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself.  And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous"

4 Agreements:

"Whatever people do, feel, think or say, don't take it personally.  Others are going to have their own opinion according to their belief system, so whatever they think about is not about you.  But it is about them."  Don Miquel Ruiz

Dr Seuss:

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"

what the blog???

So... for many years now I've wanted to have a blog online that I could share.  I've tipped my toe in the water a bit using the myspace blog feature here and there - but nothing quite as obvious as this bugger... I do have a personal, for my eyes only blog - but, uhm, since it's for my eyes only - yeah, I had to mainstream... so you all can read my ditties.

Wanting to regain my passion for writing - something that for the most part, got left behind the moment I graduated from UWM and no longer took writing workshops - finding myself formerly working in a position that barely utilized my creative writing left my noggin high and dry.  

Now - I have no grand expectations for this to be home runs hit out of the ball park left and right - but perhaps having a place to endlessly babble will get me to where I want to be... a witty  babbler for all the world to read...

cheers from a corner cubicle...trying to get M.I.A's "Paper Planes" out of my head...